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My sweet baby girl...

...Is already a month old! I have to go back to work in two weeks and i am dreading it like I never thought i would. How can I leave such a sweet face, atleast she will be with my mom, but still, I am soooo sad.

The missing piece to our little family...

38 weeks and im still not dilated? are you frickin kidding me? Wednesday the 13th can't come quick enough...

36-37 weeks

I can't believe im going to do this, but here I am in all my glory, the stretch marks have taken over my body but, I have enjoyed being pregnant up until the 8th month, i can hardly walk and get maybe 3 hours of sleep a night. But it will be worth it in 2 1/2 weeks, we are tossing around the idea of having an amniocentesis, then maybe getting induced this month sometime. I just want my little cupcake here already!

The pink shirt is 5 months (josh had to get his enormous tv in the picture too, of course) and the purple shirt is me now...all i can say is......wow, no wonder i cant move, no wonder they are inducing me, who knew you could see the rolls of a baby on the ultrasound too, she looks like a little michelin man.

January 13th is D-DAY. Due to being on blood thinners I will be induced that wednesday unless little miss shelbie has other plans. Im counting down the days!

The past few months have been a stressful blur but it is soon coming to an end. At my seven month appointment last month with the specialist they informed me that they were apalled at how big Shelbie had gotten in just one month. She weighed 4 pounds 7 ounces, and my fluid level was extremely high and kept rising. Off I went to get tested for gestational diabetes, that came back fine. So now we are wondering how we have such a big baby and extra fluid. No wonder i was having contractions at 7 months along. A few days later i was driving to work and started to black out at a stop light while talking to one of the girls at work. I hung up called josh and could only tell him the number of the building I was parked infront of, I was hardly able to talk, breathe, and had no clue where I was! Josh came flying around the corner and off we went to labor and delivery. Come to find out im the opposite of diabetic, hypoglycemic, my sugar drops at any given time so I have to eat throughout the day regardless if im hungry or not. That is pretty dang hard! I haven't had much of an appetite lately, im very large and in charge, uncomfortable and have a left hip that hurts so bad im actually a little nervous, I can't have my pants brush up against it, or even touch it before I get tears in my eyes. Im sure it's from my rather large daughter, but this much pain!?

I have monitoring 2 times a week at the specialist, and see my obgyn once a week now. It's getting down to the wire, but seems like it is taking forever. Im not due until January 20th but everyone is seeing a december baby, doctors included. As long as she is ok to come early im happy with a december baby, I can't wait until I can walk up the stairs and not feel like i ran a marathon, or even get out of the car or bed without having to hold onto josh or the dog for help!

Little missys room is almost done, we decided on a cupcake theme. For some reason before i found out she was a girl i was calling her cupcake, and of course found the bedding online, and had to have it. It's turning out so cute. She now has 3 closets full of clothes, one of them being her fathers, he cracks up the more room he loses to her.

I can't get over how generous everyone was at the baby shower. We won't have to buy diapers or whipes for quite some time, or clothes and blankets, this baby is very well loved!

I now have a foot in the ribs so i think that's my cue.

cupcake

Thumbs up guys!

The day is slowly aproaching that I will be 6 months pregnant....6 months! It feels like I had just found out I had a miracle on the way. We have been going to the perinatologist since I was 4 months to keep an eye on her due to my blood thinners I am on, so far the doc says she is a healthy little chunk, with a sassy attitude. At the last appointment she hid her face and gave us an awesome thumbs up, as if it were right on cue. I have been busy making headbands with flowers and corkers, I finally found something I can actually sit and do, that is a miracle in itself being as I have no patience whatsoever. We have all the furniture and gear we need for little miss Shelbie, now we just need her bedding so i can start decorating her room. I still find myself going in there every night to turn on the mobile and hear the music that soon will put her to sleep. On many days i will find myself in her room taking everything in, looking at all the sweet clothes that we have acquired, her beautiful crib, and just enjoying the fact that she will be here in three months and we won't have to give her back to anyone....Do they send them home with an owners manual? I couldn't be happier to be a mom to such an already beautiful little cupcake. I still feel great, with the constant naggin sciatic nerve that makes me waddle around everywhere, but other than that everything is great. Im beginning to see how beautiful the battle wounds known as stretch marks are. I thought I was going to get away with them, but lo and behold they have made their appearance on my thighs....go figure, as long as these new found friends stay away from my belly im a happy camper.

Here is my lovely mator modeling the headbands I made:

Im finding the corkers are just adorable, and so easy to make.

A big thanks to my big brudda for sacrificing his life 2 times and soon im sure, a 3rd, to keep our country safe from harm. Because of him serving over seas and the rest of my family in the military I am eble to enjoy my freedom and bring my daughter up in a place where she doesn't have to hide her face or opinions. Such a nice thought to think about.

Thanks brudda!

WHAT.THE.CRAP.IS.WRONG.WITH.ME?
All I did yesterday on my day off was cry!
I started the day out by running an errand for a friend, on my way home decided to stop off at the car wash for a free wash that a member gave me for doing his car loan. I get there pull in the drive and the guy tells me im at the wrong place, come to find out it was a different one than i had thought. I turned around to head home and started bawling. I decided to go to Am PM to get a drink with crushed ice, and some TARD broke the soda machine so I couldn't get the dang drink that I was craving so bad. So more crying ensued there. Then i got home and tried to make a craft and got ticked off and tore it apart and cried some more.
I thought I was doing pretty good with the hormones. I guess that has changed.

Just pokin' in to say "hi"

We got carpet yesterday...

...and Im thinking the boys were in heaven...

This is how I found them yesterday after my afternoon nap. Usually two of the three will snuggle with me on the bed and to no avail I woke up from a wonderful nap alone, couldn't find the boys, all three were downstairs enjoying their new floor...little turds, it never fails too, the air conditioner was off upstairs and on downstairs, so the butt heads were nice and cool.

4 1/2 months...and B-I-G!

The proof is in the picture, I am going to be a huge mama come January...Im loving this whole incubating process. There are only a few complaints: swollen ankles, backaches and cramps in my legs when i sleep. Other than that im wonderful! I have given little chub the name "cupcake" until we go to the specialist on monday for the sex ultrasound, Josh prefers to call the chub "carrot cake" i have a feeling these nicknames might stick aroung a while...

One of my babies was pooped last night...

...and mom looks like crap.

Harley likes to relax and nap ontop of the couch when we are sitting there, when I felt him get closer and closer little by little I knew he was a bit on the tired side. Poor guy had a long day at the office...

Everything is starting to set in that I am having a baby and not just getting fat-ter. This sweet piece of equipment has been put in for order, I can't wait until it gets here so I can test it out...Lance should be about the right weight to be my guinea pig right?

Anyone know anything about Chicco brand stuff? It was rated really well so that's why we are getting it, just wanted different points of view...

just kidding

the 18th is not the day...I have to wait until my appointment on the 24th with the specialist to find out if it's a peter or pooter. Who knew your doctor didn't tell you? I guess he sends all of his patients to the specialist at 20 weeks, but since I have to be difficult and go early on in my pregnancy because nothing is ever smooth, I have to wait and wait and wait. SOOOOO not fun. details soon...

August 18th is "the day"

I had a 4D ultrasound at the baby expo on Saturday, they would not tell you what the sex of the baby was but I got a peek and did not see any extra fingers in there floating around. I think it's a girl, but I have a feeling it's a boy, maybe a shy boy at that. So for right now our baby is a Shelby, but once the 18th rolls around it could be a Hunter who didn't feel like baring his jewels to the whole world. I did see why people wait until right before they pop the baby out to get the 4D, she looks like a little pig in there sucking her thumb and twirling her hair.

Here she is acting like the cool kids with her hand/nubs at her mouth and her hand behind her head. Isn't she a cute little alien?

Last night my cousin Hayley had a baby girl. All was well with me when my cousin Lindsey told me her name, it didn't hit me until she told me she was named after my dad. Her name is Elliot Claire Kaemingk. My dads name is Clair Bryon, He has never gone by Clair so it didn't set in for a few minutes, once it did I was a blubbering mess. I just talked to my stepmom last night and everything is well with my dad, nothing new development wise, but he is comfy and more vocal at the place he is at in Casper, WY. I haven't been thinking about his accident lately with remodeling a house, and baby incubating going on. It seems when I do I just get depressed and go through the "it's my fault" phase. He and I hadn't talked in three years when he had his accident. I always think if I had just been the better person and made a phone call to make things better, but no, I knew everything then.
I have been doing alot better with things now, but when I have time to myself I keep thinking of the fact that he will never know his grandbaby, he will meet him/her, but I can't help but wonder if he will know who the baby is, he knows who we are when we go visit so I don't see why not, but I always get those thoughts going through my mind. The worry wart in me. I have been a little emotional the past few days but with a little more rest and relaxing I think all will be fine.

Does anyone have any suggestions for headache cures when pregnant? I have them everyday, all day, all night and when remodeling a house, and trying to put things away and get ready for baby, it is kind of hard to do when all I can do is sleep in a dark room. All I can take is tylenol because of my blood thinners, so any suggestions will help wonderfully....

Have you ever heard this before?

When I went to the perinatologist a week ago, I had them check to see if they could give us any clue as to what the sex of the baby was going to be. She said from the looks of it, it will most likely be a girl, I kinda looked at her and said "um, that looks like boy parts to me" She said at this time in my pregnancy it will look like boy parts until the sexual organs are done forming. If the "body part" is pointing to the side it will most likely be a girl, if "it" is pointing straight out it will stay there and be a boy. I thought that was a little weird to hear that. I was just curious to see if anyone else had heard that before...

You would think by now that it set in that I am 13 weeks pregnant with lifes littlest miracle. But it hasn't yet. I still find myself not thinking im pregnant because I feel exactly like I did before I found out I was pregnant. I haven't had the morning sickness, or nausea, just tired and lightheaded. I wonder when it is going to finally hit me that I have a little Shelby or Hunter inside me...when he or she finally pops out? It finally hit my mom the other day when she was in the waiting room at the chiropractor and just started giggling like a little girl. Im so excited for my parents to be the grandparents, it came so close to not happening.
I think im not in the pregnant mind frame because I just got used to the fact that it wasn't going to happen.
I haven't smiled as much as I did yesterday at my ultrasound when she/he was just flipping around like crazy, I obviously cuoln't feel him/her yet, but i think he/she could tell when the camera was being pointed at him/her, there was flipping, waving, thumb sucking and turning the butt towards us. Josh just beams from ear to ear. I couldn't be happier, I am at the perfect point in my life right now and can't wait to welcome our little pride and joy. The days go by so slow because I just want to meet my little person, be able to smell, snuggle, and smooch him/her.

I thought our family was going to be down one soldier in August but my brother decided to re-enlist for another few years. He was almost home free, but I guess he could feel the tug at him to serve his country more, so of course with another re-enlistement comes another deployment or two. he has already been over there twice and seen some things I never want to imagine, but when you have the soldier mind set I guess it never leaves. 4th of July also marked 18 years since I had met my unlce at the airport in Rapid City, South Dakota to get him off the C130 plane from desert storm. I remember being 7 years old and seeing the back of the plane open and all the soldiers in their desert fatigues and helmets waiting to see their families. The newspaper was there and caught a tender moment, me running and jumping in his arms for a huge bear hug. We still have that article...somewhere. I couldn't be more proud of the soldiers in my family, my brother and uncle are both in the Army Guards and my wonderful stepdad is a 23(?) year veteran of the air force, retired but still working for them as a civilian. They all love their jobs, and don't think twice when it comes to serving their country. Im so proud, to be thier sister, daughter, and niece.

Here is the newest picture of my litle squirty pie, he sure likes to be upside down. I am 10 1/2 weeks along and can't fit into any pants i own other than maternity pants, I have a feeling i am going to be huge, that's the only complaint other than the bedrest early on and being light headed, im just enjoying my little miracle.

I still can't believe the dream I have always wanted to come true really did...Im still in shock. Im not sure if I will post pictures of the baby once he or she is here so this is all you get for now, more of an incentive for my 3 friends to visit when the baby comes!

........

I'm home on bed rest for the next few days, it's 830 in the morning and I think I might be crazy. I missed all day yesterday at work, and am not going in today, this looks to be a long 6 1/2 months I have ahead of me...

already?

Im just shy of 9 weeks pregnant and I can't wear half of my clothes already! squirt is only the size of a raspberry, what the heck is wrong with me?! I am so unbelievably uncomfortable, I look fat, not pregnant, I keep telling myself im just bloated, not getting a belly already...oh well, it's a welcome uncomfort.

As the two readers of this ol here blog know, josh and I will become the parents of a little miracle in January. I am six weeks pregnant and couln't be more excited, nervous, and stressed all at the same time. It came at a good time because of our new bigger house, and a bad time because our new bigger house is a mess right now, and our renters backed out of renting our current house, but what can you do but throw your hands up in the air and press on.
I am very excited to welcome our little miracle when the time comes, and to feel the changes my body will be going through. As of right now I dont feel any different but I have been told to take it slow and relax because of some issues, but other than that im feeling fine...boy oh boy i cant wait to break out the maternity clothes...they...are....so...stylish.

Who knew after paying off credit cards and being debt free, that you would decide to buy a much bigger house to have room to expand your family? Yeah, im in the hole $175,000, which i actually dont mind. This house is double the size of our current house, and has a half acre, 4 bedrooms, 3 bath, and a 3 car garage, and the payment is less than what we pay now...funny how that works, it was a foreclosure and needs tons of work, everything except the framing pretty much. We found mold...after we had a mold inspection funny enough, so we had to tear out the wall in the living room, and in the ceiling in the den area, so that is in the process of being fixed. We are having fun redoing everything and making it our own. we love that it is a 2 story also, although my butt and thighs dont love it much, but it will payoff in the end. That was my exciting news, exciting for me atleast!

exciting news soon.......(i know it is just killing you lara... :) sarcasm is great huh?)

weve been busy busy busy, and have some exciting, yet stressful news! more about that later!

Please take this off my hands...

At the moment I have a nice dining room table that is taking up space in my spare bedroom, It's actually sitting ontop of the bed because that's the only place it will fit. I want to sell it so here it is, one of the chairs has a chew mark where harley decided he was hungry, other than that it's a nice table, I just want it out of my house, I have no need for two. I will sell the table for $40 because of the chew marks on the chair from Harley and the fact that the chairs are pretty light, not heavy wood. The picture of the table is without the leaf in it. I will have to recount but I think there is six chairs that go with it too.

I also want to get rid of my bathroom decor from the spare bathroom, my whole house is decorated cabin like, and the bathroom is hawaiian, want to buy it? here it is:

There is also a set of silver glittery letters that say "I dont skinny dip, I chunky dunk" that I have nailed to the wall, I want to get rid of this stuff so I will sell it for $20. The bathroom set (shower curtain and liner) has been used once when my niece had a bath, other than that it is never used, with there only being two of us at home. The yellow rug is only stepped on with socks when I go in there to clean, but will wash it for safe measure. There are a bunch of Lei's too that will get thrown in with the stuff. the bathroom. (the liner is cream colored)

Never the type to just go out and buy me something without me telling him, I was surprised with this for Valentines Day. We usually don't get each other anything but maybe flowers and dinner, but this year josh knocked me off my feet by buying me this, I hardly told him anything about it, I saw it on tv and said it was pretty, and voila! It was around my neck in no time.

I love it and I love josh. I was very surprised that he just hopped on over to the mall on a lunch break and bought it for me...all by himself, usually he tells his mom and she buys it and he gives it to me. I have been having a rough time lately over a few things, and he just seems to know the perfect time to let me know that everything will be ok and everything will work out in the end, and to be optimistic. I just love him to no end, married or not. He wants nothing than for me to be happy, and has stuck by my side through everything imagineable, my dads accident, my moms health, buying a house, new jobs, my brothers 2 deployments and so on. I know he will continue to stick there, right by my side the rest of our journey. I appreciate him even more for sticking with his job, working for ford we don't feel all too secure right now, and he hates working where he does, but he sticks it our for the sake of our house and our well being, being a loan officer I definitely know I could not pay the mortgage on my own, he has the drive and determination of someone years older, and is so unbelieveably committed to family, his family my family and our little family we have at home now, he would drop anything he is doing to be there, needed or not, big task or small. I just love him beyond words.....and anyone patient enough to put up with me deserves and award.

Not alot really going on, I've been in a slump lately like everyone else in the world. I need to get my butt in gear and get back to school. I forgot to register for classes last semester so I have felt like quite the salcker. Work is going well, people always complain about not having any money, alot of the ones who do are the ones who have 6 digits in their accounts, puh-lease people, im excited when I have $100 left over after paying bills, so join the rest of the free world...
see...nothing amazing, just the every day grind, wake up, work, home, dinner, bed, repeat. Hope all is well with everyone..all 3 of you.

I have to confess...

I am totally in love with the Vinyl lettering that I ordered from a fellow blogger. This picture doesn't do it justice since I had to use my phone. Go figure that my camera wouldn't upload the pictures to my computer. Once the lovely camera works I will put a better picture up. She does such and awesome job! I have a link to her blog "wonderfully wordy" Thanks Shelley!

FYI...

After seeing myself in the video of Mator with his booties, I have decided that I look absolutley disgusting. I have never had self esteem or self confidence, so after seeing myself on the video I am apalled and have really stuck to the guns with watching my portions. Everyone says to cut back on bread, that's hard to do when I take my lunch to work everyday. The sugar is going to be a bit tough too, but I think my big thing is snacking, so now I snack on shredded wheat and apples with peanut butter. I have a secret motivation in the back of my head that is the driving force of everything, and the fact that I have a wedding in April and another friends wedding coming up....SO me and my fat little self are kicking it to a kickboxing class once I find one. Im just glad Josh loves me for me....and the cellulite that comes with it.

Want a good laugh?

Go buy your dog a pair of shoes. When Josh took Harley and Mator hunting last year they were in heaven, but did not like the snow on their feet too much. Harley more so than Mator and his big ol' bear paws. While we were at Sportsmans Warehouse today we picked up a pair of booties that are for hunting dogs. i.e.-bird dogs so they dont cut their feet from rocks and they don't get frost bite, etc. I guessed on the size and off we went to try them out. When we got home I charged the camera so we could document the occasion. Harley was pretty cooperative getting them put on since he was sitting in joshs lap. Once they were on and his feet hit the floor it was chaos, and I have never laughed so hard in my life. I have never seen a dog run like he was, it was almost like a galloping horse but with feet flying out to the sides, under, over, anywhere they could go. I could hardly take the video because i was laughing so hard. When it came time for Mators turn, he just stood there for a minute and when we ran in the other room he came along doing the same thing Harley was, but he was in love! He absolutely loves the booties, when he went outside he was funny streaking to the mailbox and back and forth, jumping on us and what not. again I couldn't stop laughing. It's almost like he thinks he can run faster when the shoes grip the floor rather than sliding on the tile like he does. good lord, that made my day. Not only do I dress up my dogs but now they have shoes, and life jackets, wonder what I can think of next...

thank you for coughing in my face.....

I swear it never goes without fail that I get sick every year around the same time of the year. I don't know if it's the change in the weather, or the fact that I work with thr public and they have no manners to cover their mouths when they cough.......in .......my.............flippin............face. Yes coughing in my face, i just love it when people do that, i just love other peoples germs, because being sick and staying home from work for 2 days is just so rewarding when everytime I stand up I about die from coughing my brains out. I did end up going to the emergency room two different times on two different dang days. The first time at southwest medical, the doctor was russian, and all i heard was "sdflsgfljkshdfglksjgkljgflkjgl sljsf.kgjs.gfjs.dkfj, cough syrup with codeine." ok sounds good, so off I went with my cough syrup with codeine. Went home and took it and woke up the next day and about passed out on the bathroom floor because the codeine didn't settle all to well. So off I went to UMC, they looked at me like I was retarded when i said that the other place did not give me and antibiotic for the crap that was in my head making me sound like a congested ol' man. Home I went with some antibiotics, and there I laid with the dogs for the rest of the day. Now Im back to work for 4 hours and then home to nap.
And I swear to the lord........If one more person coughs in my damn face i will rip their brains out and feed it to my dogs who would probably eat it because they eat damn near everything. Come on people did your parents not teach you to cough into your arm or shirt or something like that? holy geeze, I do not want your nasty germs, god knows where they have been....

I must say that everyone outdid themselved for christmas this year. Josh and I made out like bandits. We got the cutest stuff, and some much needed stuff. He and I set a limit on our presents for each other. He went a little overboard letting me buy stuff from my favorite website http://www.lakeside.com/ , then buying me a way cute hot pink ipod, and the body pillow i have been eyeing at costco, ontop of what we bought for ourselves for the house on christmas eve. Soemthing that we just couldn't pass up for the price.

Mitsubishi - 73" Class 1080p DLP HDTV

We are officially in love with our enormous new addition. The rest of the holiday was spent making our rounds from josh's unlces christmas eve night, where i got a new toaster oven, (i never knew something meant for the kitchen could make my night, I guess im easily pleased.) to my moms, to my stepdads, joshs moms, and then home to play with our tv, and our dogs that were at their grandmas while we were making our rounds so they could play with the neice and not eat our furniture. Other than that we all goit spoiled more than need be, and had a very nice christmas.

What's been going on lately.......ok, actually, just pictures of the dogs....again

-LANCE- My old man just likes to hang out, and tease harley. My little guy, I just love him and his fat little roly poly self.

-HARLEY-
We have always known that Harley liked beer, He freaks when we have one. He will sit right infront of our faces until he gets a taste. I got josh some egg nog with brandy last night, needless to say, harley was in absolute heaven.

It also goes to show that he loves his dad more than his mom. When he was in the garage a week or so ago, he wouldn't let Harley out there because he was putting some hide tanning solution on one of the elk hides we have...so... in order to see the garage door clearly from the living room, he decided to lay on the back of the recliner so it would tip over, now the back of the recliner is on the floor an the part where you sit is up in the air, he was perfectly content sitting like that so he could watch for his dad to come inside, never fails, every time josh goes out there harley tips the chair backwards and waits. He slept there all night waiting for josh, But he has to catch his breath and maybe a nap first...

-MATOR-

He just thinks he is a big stud-muffin-wigglebutt-mcgee. His favorite thing to do is...watch t.v. and sleep. We recently got him fixed, the only thing that has been a "plus" is that he gained some wight, the vets all say that getting them fixed will calm them down....yeah right. He is the lover, and always cracks us up. I was laughing so hard I was crying last night, when he was sitting infront of me on the floor. He put is ears back, sat for a minute and took a flying leap into my lap, all 75 pounds of him. I got my glasses knocked off and heard josh laughing his butt off. All that for a 5 second snuggle?! He is the lover of the family, when someone comes home his butt just goes a mile a minute, he wiggles so fast you would think he is going to throw a hip out. If youjust look at him he gets all antsy in his pantsy, and the butt starts to wiggle again. He also likes to kick you in the face in the middle of the night when he has a bad dream...yeah fun times. A hilarious puppy.

Thank you so much Stacy for my christmas snacks, that made my evening, you're the best!

I just haven't felt the overwhelming urge to blog lately. I have on the other hand gotten better about the holidays being so close, I still want it to get done and over with (dang depression) so I don't have to be reminded of what happen last christmas eve. We decided this year we are not going to put a christmas tree up due to Mator-tot eating it last year, he was still a puppy and at the right height to eat the plastic ornaments, and the white beads. We didn't know he was doing this until finding them while doing "poop patrol", leaves a nice image doesn't it? SO other than the normal daily grind, nothing exciting is going on at our house. Im loving the cold weather, I love wearing weaters, and my heavy ski coat. Must be the fact that im from South Dakota and grew up in freezing cold blizzards most of my life. We went to Nebraska to see my dad and it was 30 degrees there, I was in heaven, although it did feel like someone was biting my ears off. Anywho, it's 5 and im to clock out of work now, more later.

Someone isn't happy with mom...

...Because I got the bright idea to get him "fixed". Poor baby, he went out the dog door with the collar on, and came in with it off. It was in the backyard chewed up, eveidently he didnt like the idea too terribly much. Pretty cute isn't he?

1. What time did you get up this morning? 6, 6:10, 6:20, 6:30
2. Diamonds or pearls? diamonds
3. What two things do you always have with you? purse, cell phone
4. What is your favorite TV show? house, two and a half men, jon and kate plus 8, the duggars
5. What do you usually have for breakfast? coffee
6. What is your favorite book? history books
7. What is your middle name? mae
8. What food do you dislike? sauerkraut
9. What is your favorite CD? i like all sorts
10. What type of car do you drive? Ford taurus, For f250 powerstroke, Ford f150.....see a pattern?
11. Favorite sandwich? Grilled cheese, with tomato soup and gold fish crackers
12. What characteristic do you despise? low self esteem, that would be me
13. Favorite item of clothing? lace camisoles, and jeans
14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? all the war site, anything to do with history
15. What color is your bathroom? white.
16. Favorite brand of clothing? i could care less about brands, im curvy so i like whatever fits my tiny boobs and big butt
17. Where would you retire to? Somewhere I can afford, thats green and has mountains
18. Your most memorable birthday? It's just another day to me
19. Favorite saying? "What do you expect from people like that?"
20. When is your birthday? October 6th
21. Are you a morning person or a night person? morning, im ready for bed at 7 pm, sometimes earlier!
22. What is your shoe size? do shoes come in ski size? 10
23. Pets?3, Lance, Harley, Mator
24. What did you want to be when you were little? a vet and then i came to the conclusion that i hate science and biology of any form
25. What is your favorite candy? the kind with sugar
26. What is your favorite flower? daisies
27. What is a day on the calendar you are looking forward to? the day after christmas, i am NOT looking forward to the holidays this year
28. What church do you attend? i dont
29. What are you listening to right now? the radio in the backgroud.
30. What was the last thing you ate? a pizza lunchable and doritos
31. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? hot pink
32. How is the weather right now? not cold enough
33. Last person you spoke to on the phone? my mom.
34. Favorite soft drink? tea
35. Favorite restaurant? all sorts
36. Hair color? blonde
37. Sibling(s)? 2 brothers one sister
38. Favorite day of the year?
39. What was your favorite toy as a child? rainbow bright and my popple
40. Summer or winter? winter
41. Hugs or kisses? kisses from josh
42. Chocolate or vanilla? vanilla
43. When was the last time you cried? a few weeks ago, thinking about everything
44. What is under your bed? dust and dog hair
45. Who is the friend you have had the longest?
46. Favorite smell? freshly mowed grass, rain, anything sweet
47. What are you afraid of? the dark
48. Plain, butter or salted popcorn? Butter, lots of it
49. How many keys on your key ring? two truck keys, car key, house key, inlaws hose keys
50. How many years at your current job? 2years
51. Favorite day of the week? Saturday
52. How many towns/cities have you lived in? Belle Fourche, SD and here
53. Do you make friends easily? not at first, im very quiet and come of bitchy.

Im so glad the election is over....finally. I get so tired of the political bashing, seriously people!
it is a full moon out today too, not literally, but lordy lordy the idiots are out. I have never met such stupid people in my life by working with the public. It's amazing how rude people can be, and how up in arms they can get. Then there are the people that charge on the internet and over the phone carlessly and wonder how they get fraud on their accts....
I came into work today prefectly fine, but the second I sat at my desk I instantly felt a wave of crabby-irritated-ness come over me, and have been that way all dang day. Certain peoples voices are driving me up the wall, (take a guess girls, you definitely know know who im talking about) the complaining about every little thing. Im thinking im a little irritable today. The fact that I can't take birth control pills anymore is reaking havoc on my body, I was on them for so long that I never knew what cramps were or moodiness was, now My poor belly just wants to curl up and die, my back feels like it's being ran over, and I get so bloated I feel like a beach ball...sheesh, I think i need a stiff drink and a nap. Thank god im off for the next 2 days.
That's it, im done venting......for now

All I can say is...

...A-freakin-Men that the election will be over today. I can't stand the ads all over the tv, and if I have to hear DINA TITUS' annoying as all holy hell voice one more time I'm pretty sure I will pass out cold.
That's it.

I caught this picture on my phone as I was pulling out of the driveway this morning for work, I just thought it was as serene and peaceful as could be. For some reason I love to watch the flag move in the breeze, if it was only that easy to calm me down otherwise,